Puddled

I can breathe this

I know this too well

‘Stranger things have happened I know’

But you are the strangest, in this peculiar way ur the best thing that has happened to me

Cos now I can get over my need to ‘fix you’

I can get over my need to be you

I can just love you as u

And if you would love me as me…..

And if we weren’t afraid to show our flaws..

Fuck! That’s sexy!

It is…or we’re just two horney schoolboys in the wrong bodies…

Everything that comes outta his head is sex

In a strange way I don’t need to imagine holding his hand

Or hugging him

I just need to know what’s beyond

Cos neither of us are…well…we’re from homogenous schools

And trust me that makes a diff

He knows he can..he knows he must

He cares in more than just…

I love I love

I’m afraid to know more

Cos I don’t wanna hate a hair on his head

I would tell him to grow it

And not dig his nose

And not…

But he wouldn’t listen

And that would be the awesome part

Cos I don’t fall for ppl who would change for me

No! not any more

I’m over the jerks

I’m over the sad sacks

I like the strong in himself

And don’t give a fuck types

And he is slowly becoming my type

And im not in love in this scary way in which I feel im losing myself to him

Or giving away too much

Cos I know he would take only as much as he needed

I wanna become his arm candy

Not only his gtalk queen

So I’d change for him

Not who I am

Just how I am

And how much I know him

Cos really I just wanna take a trip inside his head

And smt tells me I’ll find me there