Medicated and level is not the same as happy and whole


Scary Movie Nightmare Over

I can not begin to explain what it feels like to be captive in your own skin. Like you are on auto pilot while some one else is controlling the motors.. Half my thoughts have rules to abide by, the other half are not privately my own. Aware but only selectively in control....can someone please stop the horror role..Scary movie nightmare over. I'd like to wake up please. I can't. This is not a dream. Believe it or not, its reality. Something I never thought would become of me.. Odin please have some mercy on me...Open Valhalla to me please. Don't let me drift alone. Don't leave me on my own. Please, don't let my gods abandon me..please, I beg of thee.



Words by Luna Nightshade
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Written on 2017-01-17 at 12:20

Tags Awareness  Understanding  Medication 

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