my wishes are my last

i dont feel like myself. these days, just feel like an empty shell. who was i even? i cant recall. I have fragments of memories but they never last long. a shadow of a girl, smiling and loving it all. now just emptiness. Nothing left, nothing at all. Surrounded by people but feel all alone. Living in a hell designed for me alone. I am not sure i can go on living in this state. maybe a month, a few, maybe a day, perhaps only an hour or two.. Not trusting myself, not even a little. I feel like the end is just creeping up the latter. Every shadow i look into, i think i see the grim reaper. Coming to take me, to put me to sleep everlasting eternal. so much time i thought i would have, so much i thought i could do and yet, none of that seems to matter now. All that matters is you. my whole world wrapped inside one person, and your so far away. truly i fear, we will never see the day. The day where the miles disappear and i can touch your face. Have you next to me and feel you near. Life feels like its fleeting and its all going far too fast. I have no idea how to stop it but i wish time would last. Freeze the moments and break the hour glass. I know it can't happen, but wishing is all i have. my wishes are my last.



Poetry by Luna Nightshade
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Written on 2017-05-01 at 08:16

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Kathy Lockhart
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2017-06-11