1999 - 2005
Anorexia
I starved through days and nights
in a hope and longing for always to be proud
I wanted people to see my success in my glittering dead eyes
My soul were then just a disquise
I starved through time and time
in hope to find myself beautiful in other anaeyes
I needed my bones my skeleton to show
as my face became livingly dead
I starved through my youth
knowing it was all wrong, but there was nothing to do
My best friend "ana" made me strong
I held my head up to show proudness of what I had become
I starved through happiness
people let their wandered eye see my body from top to toe
The girl I used to be, but never again, not anymore
and so it went on and on
I starved through pain and misery
anguish became my miseryfriend, it was the only voice that spoke to me
The anguish forced me to horrible things
I let the ana take my soul, fly away with skinny wings
I starved and I starved
people were afriad, I could see it their eyes
And yes I had the pain and sense inside of me, sometimes I cried
but I always protected my friend, the ana I hide
I starved untill that day
that day I fell apart
My legs could no longer stand strong
I had reached the bottom
I understood, and knew this could not go on
I had to become whole again
I knew I had to leave my anafriend
so I started to eat, breath and live again
Poetry by Malin Johansson
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Written on 2006-06-21 at 11:26
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