Boredom brings around what we really are,
let that be good, bad and a bit confusing.
Its still your greatest side,
and that is never a lie.



In times of Time

Life is a bit lame and bland. VERY BLAND, from interval to interval of crazy amazing moments. But extremely bland, like stale bread or a day that can't decide on its temperatures disposition. I'm either waiting for someone, or way behind everyone, or just being alittle retarded.

I'd think it accurate to consider alot of time in life to be retarded and filled with negative actions and thoughts. So much in life goes on between the interactions and conflicts of good and bad results. Those negative and lonesome times are always filled with loathing or regreting or just things that don't need that much time spent on them. In my own case, its to rare for me to use time well without other peoples influence. Perhaps enough evidence that i'm retarded....

Ofcourse this can be seen as a funnel into some of the most resistant and debatable subjects of life, religion, morals and perspective. Never does a real conclusion or solution ever come from these worthless debates, passive hate and unknown prejudice are almost sure to creep up between friends if this happens enough. This might end up in corrupted interaction, which is the basis of what i feel is living.




Words by Sithre Lateralus
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Written on 2006-06-27 at 07:20

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Arti
I like the honesty of this write.
"its to rare for me to use time well without other peoples influence. Perhaps enough evidence that i'm retarded..."
Nope, retarded you're not. It happens to all of us some of the time and some of us all of the time...lol..
Seriously though, solitude is a blessing we learn to use over time... It does not happen inside a flash.
Hugs for a very insightful write.
Arti
2006-06-30



IT seems from what is written here that the art of solitary contemplation and companionship is requiring an upgrade. If we function well both in company and alone boredom seems to dissipate: "it's too rare for me to use time well without other people's influence..." I feel that is not a sign of being retarded but a sign of having too much time with others and not enough practice of the art of solitude. But that is just me. Very insightful write. :_)
2006-06-28