She wants to leave the world
In a world filled with love and happiness,But still so much sadness and betrade,
She hides in a little corner,
Trying to get the memory away.
She want to forget it all.
Don't want it in her brain at all.
She keeps telling her self it's her last day at earth,
But she never pulls it trough.
She have though about it many times,
Just leaving this world and tell it goodbye.
But somehow she's scared of doing it.
Scared of what people will say.
She don't want to hurt the people she loves,
And don't want to leave them behind.
She knows that someone of them need them here,
And the last thing she wants to do, is to leave them all alone.
She feels that she need to stay.
She can smile and she can laugh,
And she can hide all the pain.
She tries to tell her self that everything is just fine,
But she knows that it's not.
She want to cry every nigth,
But she tries to stay strong.
She don't want the world to know that she is suffering,
Or any one to know that she feels pain.
She thinks that no one will understand her,
But she know that someone out there do.
She know who, she know she can tell them,
But she just don't want too.
She can blame her self for all this pain,
But there is a reason why she keep it safe.
She want to be strong and a happy girl,
So she tries to leave it all behind.
She tries to close the door.
Poetry by kittipuusen
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Written on 2006-10-10 at 21:52
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