a combination of stresses leads me to this place.


Some Things Go Unsaid

arrows in my head
penetrating poisoned darts
tearing through my flesh
into the soul
leaving streaks of red
some things go unsaid
they thrive in the middle
growing from adversity
cancerous blight
kills all light
storms rage upon the sea
clouds boil inside of me
paper dreams torn to shreds
my beating heart pauses in pain
there's all to lose; nothing to gain
cackles and shackles bury all hope
In the darkness
swings the hangman's rope
desert of life
oasis of death
gasping for breath
sand grinds between my bones
in desperation
I'm still alone.

kathy lockhart
11/30/06








Poetry by Kathy Lockhart
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Written on 2006-11-30 at 21:56

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Arti
Then break free... Sweet Kathy, break free and go sit by the river. The stresses will be there when you come back - but you can tear them apart now!

And no, you're not alone.

"The mind of a poet is never a lonely place - there is always a faery hiding just around the corner."
2006-12-07


Daybreaker
Such a heartbreaker.

I really recognize myself in these emotions, alone and anxious.

what are the stresses that led you there?
2006-12-04


BlueyedSoul
Kathy
im my opinion, some things are better left unsaid....we survive, honest we do

*hugs for the rough spots*

~Blue
2006-12-01


Phyllis J. Rhodes
Is it that you are along or, you are alone with all these stresses?
I think being alone in the stresses is more stressful because you don't know where to take them. You look around for help and support and find everyone is stressed, so you don't feel free to stay anything. It's like a stress fest, and you have been more of a listener than complainer. But you need to take your turn at the podium and vent. I know there have to be safe places to vent. So I suggest my place. Venting in a safe place is good exercise. It renews you to return to your post as ventee, a place for others to safely vent. Too many things going unsaid, pile in your head, fall down to your heart, and ferment there until they become intoxicating and uncontrolable and hurtful in the deepest parts of yourself. You don't want to be seeing deserts of life and oasis of death. That's a little cockeyed. If you do nothing else, think of all the stuff you've got in there and say them in the vilest way right into the toilet then flush it all down! Then eat chocolate and kiss Johnny Depp's picture and thank God for good photography and congratulate Him for His own personal handiwork in creating Mr. Depp. That ought to take you up a notch or two. If it doesn't, wathc Don Juan DeMarco or Benny and Joon. By, the way, this was san excellent poem!
2006-12-01


Saga
You are never alone, darling!!!
2006-12-01


Sandy Hiss
I really like the title because I can definitely relate to it. I think as poets, we tend to feel more than the average person. It's innate and you can't really turn it off all the time. I hope this isn't a reflection of how you are feeling right now. But if it is, I hope you feel better soon. *hugs*
2006-12-01


Zoya Zaidi
*Bookmarked*
2006-11-30


Zoya Zaidi
How beautifully you express your pain,
Though I should not be saying it,
But this makes me happy, despite
your pain, because it has distilled
so beautifully through your words
to create poetry so poignant as this
and worth a thousand sand grains
in the eye of the storm, emerges
a phoenix from the ashes-
triumphant and strong-
To sing such a beautiful song!

(((Hugs)))

I hope this place has enriched you in at least providing you an outlet for catharsis of your innermost storms?
As for being alone, we are all alone in this big wide world - each enveloped in his or her own big lonely cocoon!!!
Love, Zoya
2006-11-30


Will
I share in your pain my friend, you are far too beautiful to be sadden or stressed but such is life. Take it in enjoy every experience because there's only one to live. Live it to it fullest and know you are loved and cherished along the path...


Powerful Write!!!!
2006-11-30


lastromantichero The PoetBay support member heart!
hey there Cindy dont be sad you wont be alone for long believe me good looking chic like you no worries rgsmike a beautiful heart rending poem rgds mike
2006-11-30


wee2souls
MY dearest mommakac I feel your stresses greatly!! in this read
how stress does confuse ones heart as I know of this much
love you
cindymac
2006-11-30