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Shattered Heart

Late at night, when no sound is around but the hum
of the computer and the clicking of the keys, I am filled
with thoughts of times past when I would be typing
messages of love to my sweetheart. I would watch
the clock, checking the time, counting the hours
until midnight, when he and I could once again
connect through cyber waves.

Now there is no connection, no gentle smiling face
with morning stubble to greet me. His eyes would
sparkle though. And, I would be thrilled to see him
once more. Now there is a screen that is filled with
memories and empty spaces where once there was
life and hope and plans and creativity and Love.

Now I write out the pain that I feel for the loss of this
one who made my world beautiful.

Now I  live from moment to moment never looking
into the future for it is only darkness that I see there.

But the past will never leave me for I carry it in the
pieces of my shattered heart.





Words by Kathy Lockhart
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Written on 2008-06-17 at 06:42

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It is late at night that is our time for the deepest contemplation Kathy and it is bound to affect you this way, it would not have been love if it didn't. Shattered hearts take a long time to heal, but heal they do, never the same but functionable. Keep doing exactly what you are doing, remember to take extra care of yourself, indulge yourself in whatever makes you feel better, and I mean anything kathy! I had a adult sexy toy party 10 months later for my birthday. it did and still does do me a world of good. Sorry to be crude but sometimes rude is the best medicine.

I have been thinking of Michael much today, wondering what he would have to say about another module under my belt. I know he would smile and be full of praise and I know he will be gently holding you in his heartfelt embrace.

Thank you for your sweet comment today. priorities are a day to day,hour by hour basis for Tai, that is how we get by. one step at a time.

Hug from

Tai
2008-06-18


kath
Love that penatrates our hearts as yours did gives so much and so when we loose the one living in our heart and by our side it hurts more than we could ever imagine. I give you my warmest thoughts.. hoping you will soon find a way out of the painful sorrow that is the way we walk when we suffer loss. Hugs
kath
2008-06-17


uma
sending you lots and lots of love to your shattered heart.
uma
2008-06-17