To my mom...


I remember the days

I was going to write a poem to you.
The memories was easy to find,
but to put them in words.
It was harder that I thought.

The memories are many,
and painful are they too.
I want to put them in words
maybe then you would see.

You do not remember
cause your pain was to strong.
I remember and I also need you to do.
I need to talk, but you can't answer me.

I remeber the days mom.
They are burned into my mind.
I know you remember...
Please look it up, open the closed space inside you.

I know it is painful, it is for me too.
But you have buried the pain,
I live with it every minute.
Offer some pain to easen mine.

I see your dead looking face every time I close my eyes.
I hear you cry through a smile every
time the silence is here.
I feel your hugs with misssing love every
time someone touch me.
I remember!!!

I remember you telling me the kicks and throwing of my body
I deserved them! It was my fault that I got them.
I remember people telling me it was my fault you got sick.
You still tells me nothing wrong happend. Why?

I remember the days
when nothing was
like it should have been.
I remember them, and I always will.






Poetry by Sandra Sicilie Hansen
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Written on 2006-02-05 at 16:09

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This is so passionate.it has really moved me, just by reading it.
2006-02-06