Unanswered Heartbeat

Reading my words to and about him
when so so so in love

I can see how easy it was for me to stay and believe
he was so close
so almost

that I could easily believe
cannot be faulted to have believed
to the extent I did

that it was him

But oh God! How I longed for it to be real
for my love to be answered
to the extent that I needed it to be

He gave me a taste of it
enough to make me believe we could somehow
find a way

But that taste
was an expression that stayed on his face for only a moment in time
a deep look that flashed across his eyes for just long enough
to make me linger

Yes, he loves me
Yes, I love him
but loving each other is not enough

Somehow
he could not sense it
and therefore could not return it

not in the depth
that I crave

This is why
for the last time
Goodbye




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Written on 2011-04-11 at 17:22

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