Alive

I was left shivering cold and so alone I could not feel myself there with me.
The world was beyond existence, reality somewhere I could not touch
lost, not in my mind, but somewhere far away, no where, just inside me
in deep
agonizing pain

numb for so long
too long

dead because I could not hear my heart breathe
or my mind sing

cold because he was not enough to hold me
to breathe life into me
I asked him to be God
he could only adore me
worship me
but never see
never be
only ask
for my warmth, my love, the safety of my purity



Somehow
I was breathed life into again

and my veils drop
my masks burn to nothing
the heaviness of existing
of not existing
falls away

and I feel myself stand again
my heart beat
my mind rejoice

and life
in all it's pain
is a joy




Poetry by SecretWords The PoetBay support member heart!
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Written on 2011-07-10 at 01:03

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