Ranting.


Drift

We sit here in silence a lot. I don't know whether it's because we have nothing to say, or if it's because we just don't like each other. Really I just have no idea what's going on anymore these days. My body and mind are two different entities, and one can never catch up to the other. Empty conversations of compunction and regret are really all I ever get the gists of; I can barely comprehend spoken word anymore. I don't know, maybe it's just because I don't care.
"The first step in being liked is liking yourself."
It's kind of hard to like yourself when you don't even know yourself.
What am I doing? Where am I going? Am I even conscious right now?
At this point, it's probably better to just hang the sense and keep myself busy with the nothingness. It really seems to be what I'm good at.
And we can continue with this frame of silence; and we'll just drift.




Words by kata
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Written on 2012-12-06 at 21:02

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M Heathcote
Nice write, I like the way your thoughts are expressed... Their so real and meaningful, no meandering around, and hook the reader strait off. :)
2012-12-07