words..


You left

You say you love me,
yet the love you pretend to have doesn't seem true.
You choose to leave me.

Yet, here I am,
noone to call my own,
having loved you with every drop of blood in my body,
pinned and waited for you.
Tears I have shed,
a witness to my undying love for you.

Yet again,
I am a nobody.
A nobody who just flitted by
in a non-existent episode in your life.
You discard me as if I were a toy,
nevermind a favorite one,
but one you wouldn't mind giving to someone else.

I am reduced to a pile of waste,
feeling so dirty and used,
yet knowing that you had stolen my innocence
without ever looking back.

If I meant so much like you said I did,
I would have mattered more to you,
not thrown away like rubbish.
You played your game well,
and I lost.

I lost everything that I could ever have called mine,
having nobody to lift me up from where I fell,
nobody to love me like I loved you.

Sometimes at night I think about a cliff,
but this pain I have to endure for a lifetime,
the pain of you choosing to leave me.




Poetry by myst_ery
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Written on 2013-02-21 at 16:35

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