4 a.m, awake again

woke myself from

a nightmare of you

 your name on my lips

as world came to vew

haunted by your memory

insomnea taking over

i swear im seeing things,

like you in the corner

cant sleep or eat, or drink

none but water 

my dark soul

my only tormentor

weak  often i tend to weep

no reason given, 

home,

i cry myself to sleep

my mind in shambles

my spirit in its own shackles

i cary on;

day in day out

i remain numb

foolish is my heart

wishing you

one day will mend

its parts,

blessed be

to you

bitterly hopeful

your some one new

is the one, for you

4.am, awake again

staring at the phone

imploring it to ring

convincing self to sleep

my text unanswered

i know i've lost you

in the deep.

i wait eternity

in anguish

of my own misery

a flame extinguished