I apologize for relying so heavily on you
I’m sorry for the times I put on or withdrew
I never meant to confuse or push you away
I heard people talk but who were they
Nobody could know what I’m worthy of
I just wanted to feel some love
As if a form of it actually existed
All I get is conditional or twisted
But words, poems-they pale in comparison to pain
And those who drown aren't troubled by rain