F.i.in.e Moods

Sorry, this is most 'a little' screwed up

A raging reality to take into account

Nothing wills it, for sure, even though a

Glaring contradiction it's turning out to be

Do you really understand the position?

Pardon me that I don't wish to continue

Is there any other path in an unseen plan?

Well, time for him to let me go to find out

Don't know.  This is most screwed up

As reality is to be decided, apparently

It's over the line, in all ways and forms

While we know who we are, don't we?

The past

The present

The future

Are all colliding

So here I am

Sorting through

It as best as I

Can around it all

The past:  a few knocks

The present:  a mixture

The future:  unknown

But I'm ready to take it on

I'll make it work

Head toward belief

Won't let my doubts prevail

As I move closer to better

Or so I feel

I'm getting to

Must admit I was taken a little aback

When you said what you said recently

I know that my surprise isn't from out

Of nowhere considering how you've been

With me in the last long while since you lied

And I found you out not for the reasons

You've been propagating among my friends

And you know it, that you crossed a line

You then turn around and say what you said

Who's the true miserable and questionable one?

You've made things unbearable for a while

But now I'm confident about who I'm dealing with

So you'll have to excuse me if I don't return the sentiment

You've caused enough damage and I won't let you anymore

I don't know how you mesmerize otherwise intelligent people

To believe all of your fabulations and defense mechanisms

That kick in for survival and saving your face when they start

To crumble and threaten to make you lose your credibility

You'll bury anyone in your path who contradicts you

Or is able to bring to light what you're actually doing... right?

So I'm not quite sure why you said what you said recently

And why you're currently seeking me out in this manner