Bonehead83

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No Longer Yours

Written 2022-12-26

Unknown, my love...

...is no longer yours. I cannot love you anymore. I don't want to point out faults or put you down, so details will be left in the Devils pocket to keep. But you could never love me as I did you because you still love the one before me. It is him you see yourself with in time to come, and I have no time for half of your heart. The 'safety and belonging' you had with me is how you should remember us as we were, but also remember that you chose the butterflies in your belly over us. You chose the guy that mocks your intelligence and steps on your success because he gives you butterflies. You can't be yourself around him and you walk on eggshells when he's around, and you don't dare not wear makeup when you see him. And all this because of butterflies.

...is no longer yours. You said your gut said I had lied and when the time was proper, I confirmed your gut. My gut says you still lie, and yet you maintain your virtuous position of self-righteousness. I have witnesses that contradict your story, and these are very reliable sources. You say you are angry with me because when you begged for the truth, I didn't give it to you. This is true, and yet when the time was proper, I confessed. I asked you how many times for the truth about him? Too many, and although you two confessed to your ex-husband about having sex, when I asked, I was lied to by both of you. I will give it to you, you can be convincing, but since you walked away from me, I no longer chose to be convinced by what I want to hear. I know you had sex with him, your ex-husband, and your tattoo guy. Whoever else is no matter at this point. Three is repetitious and establishes a pattern, so I don't need to know any more. You don't respect me enough to come clean, even after we broke up, shows how little respect you have for yourself.

...is no longer yours. My love is mine. I did, however, give some of that love to your tattoo guy's ex-girlfriend. Purely out of spite and lust. I also gave some of that love to your ex-husband's ex-girlfriend. I know you and her get along so well and this will only add to what you two have in common.

...was wasted on you because you never gave yourself fully to me. Thanks for making me look like the fool you played me for. My love was your leverage against me, and you played me until you got tired of me. Good luck with tattoo face and your ex-husband. You know he knows about your boyfriend, right? And he's playing you to get you to pay for his placement. You're not the only woman he says 'I love you' to. You were the only one I said that to, but your pedo fetish overrules your good sense in men. Sad, how three of the four dudes you were/are having sex with are sex offenders. I haven't heard anything about your tattoo guy so he's the only exception. 'Tattoo guy' and 'tattoo face' are two different turds but belong in the same pot, along with 'fuck face' and your ex-husband, who also just pc'ed in jail. No wonder I got excluded from your list...I don't touch children for my own sexual gratification.

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