F.i.in.e Moods

Maybe some day I'll stop

Observing and processing,

'Cause the more it goes,

The more I'm beginning

To identify very precisely

How miserable it all makes

Me feel to have to deal

With any part of it at all.

I don't know how to pretend.

I just don't know the game,

And I don't care to know it either.

What's observed is often senseless,

And not all too very kind either,

So it makes me question why

Anyone would want to behave

In such useless or despicable ways.

Disappointing hardly covers it.

Holy insert-every-possible-expletive-here,

How mind-numbing, and soul-crushing it

Is, to have to deal with other people, like this.

It's shockingly exhausting, it's boring as

All hm-hm-hm, and I can't define the why's

People behave the way they do with others.

It's like there are a lot who need to make

A story happen, and make it unpleasant for

Another, for whatever reason they deem fits.

Can't say understanding will ever come to me,

Mind-boggling how these types are always around;

You can't escape them, always at least one in a group.

And really, it isn't my strongsuit to tolerate bullshit,

And superficiality isn't my wave-length either.

Despise the feeling of being put into a game,

One that confronts me with so much nonsense

My brain doesn't know where to turn sometimes...

Sure, much can be said about my sensitivity,

But c'mon, it shouldn't be like this.

What a monumental waste of time

And energy on nothing worth it,

'Cause after all, they make it up as they go along.

- with rough translation... 

ce n'est pas dans mes habitudes

de prodiguer des conseils non-solicités,

mais je n'arrête pas de penser

à la situation courante que t'as créée

et que tu viens de me domper. 

it's not in my habits

to offer unsolicited advice,

but I can't stop thinking 

about the current situation you created

and that you just dumped on me.

tu serais mieux de prendre le temps

de penser à pourquoi on est rendues ici.

t'as manifestement des incompréhensions

qui te tracassent à mon sujet ou peut-être

ce ne sont que des jugements de ta part ; 

you'd be better to take the time

to think on why we're at this point.

you obviously have incomprehensions

that are bothering you about me or maybe

they're only judgements on your part;

quoi qu'il en soit, tu ne t'es même pas

déranger un instant pour m'en parler

et t'as rendu une décision sur des

impressions non vérifiées, tu réalises?

je dois accepter la conséquence 'sans procès'?

whatever it's about, you didn't even

bother for one instant to talk to me about it

and you rendered a decision based on

unverified impressions, you realize?

i have to accept a consequence 'without trial'?

mais je n'ai rien fait pour l'avoir, tu sais.

confiance, tu dis?  ha.  l'effronterie.

comme si ce petit stunt allait aider.

comment veux-tu que je te fasse confiance

après tout ça, tu viens de me le démontrer 

but I haven't done anything to get one, you know.

trust, you say?  ha.  right.

as if this little stunt would help.

how do you want me to trust you

after all this, you've just demonstrated it

que tu n'es pas une personne digne.

mon conseil est le suivant :

si t'es pas certaine de quelque chose,

tu serais mieux d'en parler avec la

personne en question avant d'agir. 

that you're not a person worthy of trust.

my advice is the following:

if you're not sure about something,

you'd be better off to talk to the

person in question before taking an action.

c'est plutôt simple comme concept,

que tu ne l'aies pas est inquiétant.

it's a pretty simple concept,

that you don't have it is worrisome.