She was madly in love with a man shared with a lot. Shocking news about her health made her heart bleed. She had cancer all of sudden.She felt hopeless and devastated .Refused to face him with the truth.I appreciate your patience. I know it's long
The perfect man every girl dreams to have.
Drew a small house.
Where our kids surrounded us as a necklace around the land.
Where our love did rule and command.
As we maintained showering them with tenderness and care.
A home in which you could consider my long hair as a pillow,
My arms the blankets,
And having watermelon as dinning .
Where we woke up watching the tree of willow shinning.
But the moment the doctor declared;
That my days would be few in this world,
Every dream turned to fake,
Out of shock.
Consequently ,I started to change.
I couldn't tell you that soon my home will be the grave.
And my family would be the mourning birds.
I couldn't excuse you for leaving this universe.
Causing wounds in the heart of the one i love most .
Therefore, i began to avoid you.
Pretending i didn't notice you.
I was tortured whenever doubted I had an affair
Each time my eyes met your precious looks , i swear.
You have called many evenings and nights ,
Morning and noon's,
Sent mails ,sms and more.
Begged me to answer or at least explain.
I felt so faint.
Since i was dying by faith,
but killing you by my deeds that weren't fair.
So forgive my darling for hiding the truth.
Telling you i will never be yours.
Poetry by Amanda K
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Written on 2006-11-03 at 17:45
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23) The Cancer Stabbed Her Dream
I pictured you as Mr. Right.The perfect man every girl dreams to have.
Drew a small house.
Where our kids surrounded us as a necklace around the land.
Where our love did rule and command.
As we maintained showering them with tenderness and care.
A home in which you could consider my long hair as a pillow,
My arms the blankets,
And having watermelon as dinning .
Where we woke up watching the tree of willow shinning.
But the moment the doctor declared;
That my days would be few in this world,
Every dream turned to fake,
Out of shock.
Consequently ,I started to change.
I couldn't tell you that soon my home will be the grave.
And my family would be the mourning birds.
I couldn't excuse you for leaving this universe.
Causing wounds in the heart of the one i love most .
Therefore, i began to avoid you.
Pretending i didn't notice you.
I was tortured whenever doubted I had an affair
Each time my eyes met your precious looks , i swear.
You have called many evenings and nights ,
Morning and noon's,
Sent mails ,sms and more.
Begged me to answer or at least explain.
I felt so faint.
Since i was dying by faith,
but killing you by my deeds that weren't fair.
So forgive my darling for hiding the truth.
Telling you i will never be yours.
Poetry by Amanda K
Read 946 times
Written on 2006-11-03 at 17:45
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