On the naming of an unborn child to be -- despite his loss of breath and life


The Name Game




Not every woman's dream
is procreation

can be fulfilled

not every woman dreams
of procreation

her body thrilled

But loved and lovers inclinations
recreation
not re-creation –
cannot, will not be stilled.

until

one day

intervention
bypassed

she – unplanned – filled
her womb with him

left herself swelled
SWOLLEN
swooned with him
inside her womb within

where unnamed seed
became
a named existence:
CHARLES WALLACE
for example
from L'Engle's Wrinkle;
DAVID for a King
or Copper field;
JOHN for having been begotten
DON, but not forgotten;
BILL, for Will that Shakespeare geek;
or anything from A to ZEKE.

AHHH, "But what's in a name,"
said Juliet to her Romeo,
as they wooed before they wed,
then lived too fast, a mortal blow
by Fate, so Willy said.

But HE and SHE should have a say,
together name the child
meaningful – not wild –
a name for life
from birth through final day.

SHE lay alone by night
and more alone by day
since "Daddy" went away
she wouldn't play
his childish show of might

as in Stay? I might!
Pregnant?
Good Night!

He left with stormy words
and even louder silence
whose echoes shake the very walls
within where whatever-his-name-will-be
is growing
no one knowing
what to call him yet.
No names are set.

Twelve weeks are gone
somewhere
and Baby what's-his-name
still asking (in his silent way)
"What's my name, Mommy?
Don't you have a clue?
I need a name, my Mommy, dear.
It's up to me and you."



She heard his voice
through pumping
of his little heart
with hers
offering his private choice
a conversation of love
two ways instead of three,
the father gone
and he inside, said she.

The trochee beat, TRO chee, TRO chee
kept repeating
kept repeating
kept repeating
till the trochee names appeared
by all the saints with Michael in the lead
her father smiling, his name upon her seed.

Today she lies contemplative
no heartbeat more than hers –
inside --
no breath than hers to breathe the same
a quiet muse just pens the words
the rhythm of poetic words
the spirit of sweet Michael's name.




Poetry by NotaDeadPoet
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Written on 2006-12-19 at 06:41

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Oh dear, this made me cry, I will send it Tara, you do know she named him Michael don't you? Gorgeous work, Tai
2006-12-19



Heartbeat...
The rhythm makes this text to a poem well above average!
2006-12-19

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