i can feel it

underneath my skin

something pulsing

each time i grin,

the shell is cracking

and what was that,

with every smile

i see myself again,

and i see what i

became,

it sickens me.

i morphed into

the chick i said

i'd never be.

way beyond

the wake up call

i dont even have time to

fall, gotta walk

gotta run,

gotta hold my head up

high,

smile at the ones

i truly despise. a

I am better than

that girl, I

am stronger than

that girl, I

will never be again

"THAT GIRL"

they call me sunshine

high time

i own it.