At the end of a relationship we defy death by keeping the memory of the relationship alive The oddity of a relationship is that it is just an interruption right before everything goes back to normal with the dissolution of that relationship.

It is self explanatory that to be alone is not to feel lonely. If you feel lonely you long for specific emotions that according to your experience come to life in the presence of the chosen one, chosen because of the desired effect that person will be allowed to trigger.

You remember that you are able to feel like that in the presence of such eh let’s call it individual. If you somehow fail to find the person that will become what you want it to be for you then alas then while being alone you have filled your emptiness with the absence of that trigger and you are no longer what that person could fall in love with over and over again. You-r-self.

To be alone in the presence of someone else that also feels as free to be themselves as you even when not alone is the perfect relationship every other complication in a relationship derives from not feeling free to be alone.

Today I came back to what I ‘ve written and I can only add that a self-firing gun is a good invention Self hardening clay even more but I will prefer to be soft and amorphous. I can be everything You choose to see in me but every time you blink I remember who I am - it’s a win -win?