i believed in god until i was about 6,but bad things have happend all my life,god deosnt exist,i respect you religious people but this is just the way i feel.


i dont believe

i was six,when i last said a prayer,
i realised he wasnt there,
not there to care,
or listen to me,
not there to see,
how things be,
he was never here,
that was my fear,
it was so clear,
i shed a tear,
or two,
too many or too few,
left me feeling blue,
i cant see how he cauld exist,
i clench my fist,
i persist,
cant resist,
but feel hate,
this is fait,
its too late,
i cant wait,
how cauld i believe?
i should leave,
us all,he deceive
let us believe in he,
there is nothing beyond,
how else would i respond,
jump in a pond,
wave a wand,
god,is nothing,
no king,
nothing,he bring,
nothing,i sing,
me,you have treated this way,
every night i did pray,
that you'd bring me happiness one day,
but you left me feeling gray,
you were never really listening,
i never had a christening,
i never wanted one,
it didnt sound fun,
i never went to church,
i did search,
for you,
you've let me hurt,so much,
i cant feel your touch,
i never did,
you were never there,
you dont exist,
im not sorry,
you let me down,
by not existing,i wish you did.





Poetry by UnforgivenAngel
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Written on 2006-05-27 at 20:59

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Malin Johansson
A very sad and angry poem about a loss that sometime felt good and sometime felt bad.... I enjoyed reading this one, it had a good flow...
Rgds
2006-05-27