This one's mine

I think love smacked me
right in my face.
leaving me
indignant and off center
by the rush from
this encounter.

what have you done?
demon of emotion.
Love. I said no more!
Yet here you are
knocking on my door
asking me to play again.

How did you get in?
Every wall is up,
My heart was sealed shut.
I don't know if I want
you here..
I still dont know
how you got in...

Is this go 'round
going to end any better?
Or in the end of this
do I once again
find my heart in the blender.?
Love?

Answer me! Dont you
hear me talking?
I want to know the
drama you plan for me...
Is this time different?
Still not sure I
want you here.

Im sitting alone
in the dark with doubt.
She said its better
if i send you away.
I hear you though,
planting whispers
inside my mind.

Love! Doubt!
Both of you be quiet.
I think it's time
I stopped letting
either of you decide.
Perhaps this is different
or it only brings me
to the same end.

My choice is this
I chose to dive.
Head first into the opaque
abyss. Not knowing
what waits
for me.
I set my Emotional
Demons free and I tell
them. Dont bother this time
this one's mine.




Poetry by Luna Nightshade
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Written on 2018-08-20 at 02:27

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