Offered all the music

on all the majors,

I go out and catch the wind

Choking on self-pride,

I venture into my emptiness

and weep

My friends all gathered,

I go looking for a foe

My lifestyle becoming self-evident,

I break the rules

Strong and well-trained,

a tiny thought brings me down

Body traveling north or south,

mind goes south or north

Looking at everything,

I see myself,

looking at myself,

everything appears

My brain is a place in space,

space is where I think

Life is a transparent mirror,

time is a falling notion

Nowhere is endless,

right here travels fast

Every face grows a name,

the letters stumble at the mouth

My body murmurs

at the end of the line,

the wind catches my breath

In the storm of my mistakes,

I reef my sails

and drift stubbornly

All my girlfriends

rise out of the diaries

and wither like old mushrooms

My willingness to cooperate

warms itself by defiance

My obstinacy thrives

in the ordinary

It rubs uncomfortably

that so many celebrities

are caught by what they can get

Everything

is all that's left

I pat my belly

and count the years