Sirkka and I borrowed a car

from one of my Jehovah's Witness friends

at Easter 1985

As we slowly drove by my brother's family's house

on Floragatan in Oxelösund

and saw them sitting inside around the table,

Sirkka said she hoped

that we would never sit under the crystal chandeliers

at an Easter dinner, exchanging pleasantries

and now she is dead