These days I find it hard to answer the question ‘How are you?’ truthfully

This is the closest I’ve come to describing my current state of mind



Stationary

A white bird against a white backdrop
A dusty picture of an old friendship
A barely used work desk

An undeserving slob
Sprawled on a freshly-made bed
Reaches for a coke can
with two sips of rum in it

When you wake up
in the middle of the night
it’s pitch dark

But wait a few seconds,
and you can see

The longer you stay in the dark
the easier it gets to live there

And even though the light is not out of reach
You don’t bother with it

You don’t get your eyes checked
You don’t answer your calls
You binge
On Swiggy
And TV

It gets easier to stay stationary
without external force

You realise there's no need to keep running to stay alive
The hamster wheel turns without you on it

You're no longer a rat trying to win a race
But you're not a free bird either
You've lost your dusty friendships
And you'd rather sell your desk than be chained to it

Daylight makes no difference to someone living in the dark
So why would you rejoice at a completed revolution around the sun?

There's nothing new about this new year
Throw your empty can under the unsold desk
And go back to sleep




Poetry by Inspired
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Written on 2025-01-03 at 15:52

Tags Darkness  Unemployment  Stationary 

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Griffonner The PoetBay support member heart!
If you will excuse the pun for my assessment: Inspired!
This stanza -
==You're no longer a rat trying to win a race
But you're not a free bird either
You've lost your dusty friendships
And you'd rather sell your desk than be chained to it==
- is brilliant!
Blessings, Allen

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2025-01-04


arquious The PoetBay support member heart!
Been there… still climbing out of that pit.

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