About Mom..
Made my life so much better,
Kills me a bit inside sometimes.
It made my life so much easier to live,
Cause now she's not around.
I wish I could tell her,
But there's no way that I can do that.
I don't want her to know that something that's supposed to be bad,
Is something really good in my eyes.
She left,
So what?
My life is better,
And I finally smile on the inside.
No more fake smiles.
It's her life and she can do whatever she want's to,
But the fact that she moved into some other guy,
The day she desided to tell us goodbye,
Is a bit to much.
She made me realize that I love my Dad,
Even though he have hurted me alot.
I were the one who saw him falling to the floor with teary eyes.
Only I saw tears falling down his cheek.
I felt so sorry for him.
He really did love you.
Couldn't you understand that he would have done everything for you?
He could kill for you,
Die for you,
Just to see you smile.
But not any more.
You think you hurted me the day you left,
But tell me,
Why did I desided to stay then?
I was happy,
I felt free.
Cause finally,
No more figthing for you and me.
My grates went up,
But I couldn't tell the reason why.
But it didn't do any thing,
Cause I knew it,
And I though about it all the time.
No one understood my feelings that day.
Not even me.
"Mom Moved out!.. " Was the message I sent to my friends.
"What?? :O" I got back.
"Yeah" I answerd.
I'm not sorry,
I'm not sad at all.
Everything that have making me mad,
Is the fact that my Dad got sad.
I wanted to cry my self when I saw his tears.
He didn't deserve this.
Poetry by kittipuusen
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Written on 2006-08-13 at 17:21
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The fact that Mom moved out
And the fact that Mom desided to move out,Made my life so much better,
Kills me a bit inside sometimes.
It made my life so much easier to live,
Cause now she's not around.
I wish I could tell her,
But there's no way that I can do that.
I don't want her to know that something that's supposed to be bad,
Is something really good in my eyes.
She left,
So what?
My life is better,
And I finally smile on the inside.
No more fake smiles.
It's her life and she can do whatever she want's to,
But the fact that she moved into some other guy,
The day she desided to tell us goodbye,
Is a bit to much.
She made me realize that I love my Dad,
Even though he have hurted me alot.
I were the one who saw him falling to the floor with teary eyes.
Only I saw tears falling down his cheek.
I felt so sorry for him.
He really did love you.
Couldn't you understand that he would have done everything for you?
He could kill for you,
Die for you,
Just to see you smile.
But not any more.
You think you hurted me the day you left,
But tell me,
Why did I desided to stay then?
I was happy,
I felt free.
Cause finally,
No more figthing for you and me.
My grates went up,
But I couldn't tell the reason why.
But it didn't do any thing,
Cause I knew it,
And I though about it all the time.
No one understood my feelings that day.
Not even me.
"Mom Moved out!.. " Was the message I sent to my friends.
"What?? :O" I got back.
"Yeah" I answerd.
I'm not sorry,
I'm not sad at all.
Everything that have making me mad,
Is the fact that my Dad got sad.
I wanted to cry my self when I saw his tears.
He didn't deserve this.
Poetry by kittipuusen
Read 476 times
Written on 2006-08-13 at 17:21
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