Written while listening to Stop Crying Your Heart Out-Oasis
Wondering how to deal with my relationship..should I ask him out? Or wait for him to take the step? He knows what I feel..But I'm afraid of losing the friendship we share..What do I do?


Hold On

Hold on
Hold on
Don't be scared
I'm not scared
I'm petrified
All of the stars are fading away
And I'm worried
Stop crying your heart out
I can't
I can't fight the tears that aren't coming
No matter how hard I try to feel something
I'm numb
Numb
Stop crying... I'm not crying
All of the stars are fading away
Take what u need
I need u
I need u
I need u
I need u to need me
I need to be needed
I need
U to need me
The tears are still not rolling down my face
I wish they would
Listened to it 4 times already
It's mine now
U'r mine
Mine
Mine
Mine
5th time
Hold on
I know the words now
I can sing along
Cry along??
Why not?
My tear glands are dysfunctional
Don't be scared
I am scared
Of losing what I have
Of gaining what I don't deserve
Of being someone I'm not
Of being his
I'm scared yes I am
Been and gone
All of the stars are fading away
I won't see them twinkling any more


Why? Why? Why? Why? Why?
Oh
I can't tell why?
Fading away
He's fading away
Sinking
Drowning
I want the water to dry up
So I can climb out myself
And on the edge of the puddle
I'll meet him
See him waiting there for me
With arms wide open
And I'll be his forever
Love me
I need to be loved
To be with you
Feel it too?
U do feel it
But what
Do u feel?
Is it the same numbness?
Is it?
Feel it too
Deep inside I feel
Can't express it
It's love isn't it?

'There's only one way to explain it.....love'
u said it urself.
What did u mean ?
I can't tell?
Are you ready?
I am
I can't wait
I can't do it myself
But I can't wait
Ways to speed up the process
I don't know any
Do u?






Poetry by Parnika
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Written on 2006-09-16 at 20:07

Tags Feelings  Love 

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Mark J. Wood
If you feel it, say it. I wrote a poem called "The Unresolved Kiss" about a time that I failed to tell someone how I felt. She had made it quite clear to anyone but a half-wit that she was interested in me but me, being that half-wit, held back. She married someone else.

Don't use that old excuse about not wanting to spoil friendship; all or nothing.
2007-02-19



This is just fantastic! What a nice and perfect poem on the world most wanted feeling-"LOVE". Of all things sold in a market, love is the only feeling you can't buy with cash but with an open heart filled with emotion and passion. I fill it down my heart, it inspires me.
2006-10-07