myself
Remember when I was a little girlDolls used to be my world
Used to pretend they were me
Playing a life that couldn't be
Then I went outside in the real me
Remember how fucked that used to be
How you came and knocked because I was brown
How I never was happy, always down
Always beaten with scars in my face
Always alone, in another place
A victim in my own life
But to small to know about the knife
All I could do is cry
I didn't even wish to die
I was outside playing alone
When a older boy came and crushed my bone
Inside me I could bleed
A sadness, a hungriness I couldn't feed
And where are you today
What do you say?
When we meet again, and see
I tell you I'm me
Tell you that you used to beat me up
Tell you that you never stopped
Tell you that I had to start over knew
Beacause of you?
Ha
What do you feel when you're down?
What do you tell your mom?
What can you say if she knew?
I almost died because of you
And so many tears I've wasted
So many problems I've faced
Because of you, just you alone
Always loved to see me cry
Why?
Poetry by Lena
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Written on 2006-10-02 at 14:45
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