about Me.
Sure, I know that many people have it worse than me, and it's even someone I know..
But hey.. I hate my life too, I have every rigth to feel down, and to write about it, just like you ;)



The smile on my face is the biggest lie

I'm never the smartes kid around.
There's always someone smarter.

I'm never the pretties person in a room.
Someone is always prettier.

I'm never the one with the best jokes.
Someone's always better.

I'm never the one with the rigth answer all the time.
It's always someone else.

But I'm always the one who said the most stupid things.
I'm always the one with the worst jokes.
I'm always one of the dummest people in the room.

But do you think this break me down?
No, it don't.
What bring me down is that people can't except that,
And they joke about the way I am.

It ain't funny,
It ain't cool.
But all I can do is to pretend that I don't care.
Pretend that it's all greate.
So for once, I may be the best in one thing?
The best to smile a fake smile.

But when no one is around.
It all comes back to me.
I get the same old feeling,
Like the same old me.
I feel alone, and I feel betraded.
I feel like no one really cares at all.

With empty looks from my eyes,
I try to look so happy.
But inside it's falling tears all the time.
The smile on my face is the one that tells all the lies.




Poetry by kittipuusen
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Written on 2006-10-16 at 07:50

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gills
Keep writting - your honesty is awesome
2006-10-23


Saga
Let it all out, clear the hate and understand it. Then and only then in time, you will find happiness again, don't smile to lie to me, but smile when the time comes to show the true feeling of you!!!
After all, It doesn't cost a thing to smile!!!
2006-10-19