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about my Dad.
So sorry :/

I'm sorry for not beeing the one you want me to.

And it's just like you don't care any more.
It's like you want to leave me broken and see me cry.
Is it the truth?
Cause everytime I see you,
You jell at me and hurt me bad.
You can't see that tears are falling sad and fast, behind my closed eyes.
You think I'm fine.
Just allrigth.
But I'm not okay.
I'm not allrigth.

You make promes you can't keep,
And you let me down everyday.
Is this the way it's supposed to be?
Can't you see that everything you do,
Is hurting me?

I can see it in the way you are acting;
You think you're so perfect,
But you're really not.
You're jelling at me for doing things you did,
And for thinking things you think all the time.
Why do you jell at me for the one you are,
And the one I'm not?
It's not my foult you're life went wrong.
Don't take it out on me.
I'm just a child.
I'm your child.

Is your mission to hurt me?
Is your mission to kill me inside?
Mission completed.
You don't need to do this anymore.
You're taking me lower everyday,
And I'm feeling nothing but betrade.
Is it that fun to watch me fall apart,
That you're taking me lower every minute that pass you by,
And you just can't get enough?
Well, I can't take it any more.
I want it to stop.

Maybe the way I'm feeling,
Isnt the way it is,
But this is the way I feel, and I want it to stop.
So back off, leave me alone for a little while.
Let me cry my tears,
And don't punish me for not beeing perfect.
I'm sorry for not beeing the daugther you never got.

Poetry by kittipuusen
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Written on 2006-10-27 at 17:51