irritated

so its tuesday and kiahs taking a nap. im doing laundry and cleaning, the normal fun stuff. nakiahs father is, well was trying to get a hold of me to talk to her, however he hasnt called in over 6 months, and the last time he did was to ask if i put child support on him. i just can't help but think what kind of person she would be if he came into her life. Thats the main reason that we arent together anymore, because i cant trust that he can be stable enough mentally, or emotionally to not drag her down with him in his life. I talked to his new girlfriend, Jessica about it...she needs to leave him too before he takes her down too far...he already has... i just dont see why he thinks he has the right to try to waltz into her life at his convience... Achild is NOT a thing of convience. he hasnt seen her in over a year or called, just to see how she was, in probably ten months or so....

its just irritating how there can be so many dads out there like this. maybe i should have waited, maybe we shouldnt have been together, but the point is...my beautiful baby girl is growing up, she knows people, she remembers them..she doesnt even know him...nor he her... i love her so much...




Diary by Jessica
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Written on 2006-11-01 at 20:08

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