Like a helping angel?

Like a shadow you follow yourself
Like a bird you see yourself from the outside
Like a dark cloud, you think that you should just die

One little moment, and you think that you have nothing to live for
You see the eracer, it's so easy
Just one little cut, and the cup of life will be emptied

Slowly you walk towards the eracer, while you're crying
Feeling no pain, only emptiness.
One cut, and then another, you see the blood flowing
And your life goes into nothing

Why did you do this?
So many people love you
But as you said the last time I spoke to you:
It's time for me to become an angel.
I have an eternal wish to help others, but how I am now,
no I can't, let me go.

You didn't leave, not quite
Now when I'm sitting here with all the taughts, I actually wonder; Why
I let you go, or did I let you?
No, I didn't reaaly do that, but


I forgive you




Poetry by Jeanette
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Written on 2005-10-10 at 22:40

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F.i.in.e Moods The PoetBay support member heart!
laced with powerful feelings of sorrow... to lose a loved-one always brings on difficult feelings and thoughts... you described that state very well here... thanks for sharing :f

later... xx
2005-10-11