Dirty Little Girl

Mommy please talk to me,why are you
mad?
What did I do so wrong, I didn't know daddy wasn't
to touch me?

Daddy told me if I tell he would kill me, and
thats what us little girls are for.
He said I was his little toy.

Mommy please I think there is something wrong
with me.
Mommy I am not dirty, I am not a whore, I am your
daughter please help me.
I went to the doctors and I got the worse thing ever,
I was having a baby and I am a baby myself.

Oh God let me die I don't belong here, mommy hates me,
daddy thinks I am his toy.
My brother despise me for what I'm doing with daddy,
he calls me a dirty little girl.

I didn't know, please help me Lord to show daddy this is wrong,
I am his baby girl not his love toy.
I died that night when daddy,hurt me for the last time.
I will never be hurt in that way again.

When I was dying mommy told me that is what I get,
for being a dirty little whore.
Daddy went to jail, mommy still blaming me,and my
brother is still in denial of my truth.




Poetry by wbluerose02
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Written on 2005-10-13 at 17:20

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Zoya Zaidi
Raw and bleeding... I once started writing a poem:'Little girl abused' But abandoned it half way through. I couldn't handle it!!! When you take up a sensiyive and delicate issue like that, you have to be very very careful, to convay, what you have to say in such a way that it does not lose it's poetic quality. I can understand Angela's reaction...
2005-10-13


penfold18
I am going to give a comment but not a rating to me this feels like reading someones diary, I know this type of thing goes on, but I find it very sad and painful and to rate it makes me feel like I'm contributing to someones painful past.
2005-10-13


kip
In a world where common sense is not so common, the message in this piece will suffice. i dint fail to notice the progression in the poem, the flow too but you coulod use more stylistic devices, its quite plain. good work though.
2005-10-13


Surei
um....sorry....meant to say "So much..."
2005-10-13


Surei
Wow!Some much feeling and sadness in these lines...I guess before you can write something you have to go through it....not a nice feeling.........I truly hope that this didn't happen to you!Beautiful poem in the end, I think the message did come through....Thank you!
2005-10-13


chasingtheday The PoetBay support member heart!
i am baffled as to why you keep posting poems and then deleting them? why not leave them where they are so people can read and comment over time? by removing your posts people will just start thinking i won't bother commenting because the poem will be gone tomorrow!
2005-10-13