Scared To Know

I am scared to know the test
of my fate.
I weep into the night to know what
I am going to hear.
These dreams haunt me from afar.

It is hard to know if your going to live or
die.
I see the future of my daughter without me,
her tears flow upon her pillow.
Her days become sorrows and her nights
become haunted.

I want to hide and never know.
This day that tells it all, if i'm here
on earth or if i'm in heaven.
Down on my knees I pray Lord I ask
you to heal my soul.

I ask you for a sign of my fate.
If rain fall within this day I know I will live.
If thunder rolls I know I shall perish from
earth.

If snow falls upon my face.
I know the angels are here to give myself another
chance.
I wake within the night from sweat of this haunting
dream.

I don't want to go away from my family.
I see fear in their eyes.
I see the pain upon their face if I perish
from their hearts.
I will sit and wait for my fate to come upon this
weeping day I dread.

I will stay upon this mountain till my fate comes
calling.
Lord please don't forget me.
Don't let me stay in these cold days upon
this mountain top forever.
Waiting for my day to come if I die or if
I live.
From your weeping daughter here on earth.





Poetry by wbluerose02
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Written on 2005-10-16 at 07:52

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Surei
Yes, life is hard, everybody wonders what will happen to their loved ones if they should die....the questions, the sadness, everything....I enjoyed your poem, it's sad, but true....Thank you for sharing!
2005-10-16