a semi-hate letter to my friend...
but i like my quality of writing


pretty words wont save you now

I'm pretty sure that if she tells me she loves me one more time, im gonna snap. A year ago I would have believed her, but now...now she would have to do more then send a pretty comment. Howabout like...talking to me? Spending time with me? thats usualy what buddies do... but who needs an old buddy when you've got plent of new ones? I dont know why I'm making such a big deal of it. I dont know why im almost crying..it's probably because she was one of the best friends I've ever had, she meant the world to me what hurts the most is that she led me to believe I meant something to her as well..obviously not, shes got new friends now. I dont like being a substitute, an alternative for when your friends arent there. I know she'll deny it, and I'll have to live with that. I know shes just doing what makes her happy,and I understand completely. But sometimes you cant always just think of yourself. think about your old friends, and how much it hurts them that you ignore them, day in and day out, leave them for new friends, new adventures. Pretty words wont save you now, they wont make it all better. I dont care for such cheap novelties. I've been desensitized to it all.

I Love You loses it's meaning if you tell it to absolutely everyone...
I'm sorry.



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Written on 2007-02-15 at 05:58

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betsy Firefly
I was just trying to teach my grade five class that yesterday : those words seem meaningless when spread around lightly and there's no action to go along with them.
2007-02-15