The actress


Today I said to him that there were three things I couldn't do; acting, singing and drawing.

But every day i wake up fooling myself, today and yesterday i had to fool him too. The perfect actress, taking others's hands withouth a shiver and believes that what she sais is true. No no, the truth in plays are just relativly short. After the show when the lights are put on everything becomes real again.

My heart sings every day, sings for its life. Beats harder, making me feel weak, making me believe I'm not in love, making me hate myself, making all that noice that keeps me up at night.

And i draw, I can actually draw. A little, not like Da Vinci... but I'm drawing my life in honey and milk.

So many lies came out of my mouth. But it could still be the truth for the moment in my play. I'll just have to wait for the lights to sting out my dark eyes. And the honest to judge.



Diary by Angie-M
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Written on 2005-06-22 at 21:45

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Aaron Jon Wells
stars hang on your words...
2005-06-23