" Loving You Hurts...."
It hurts too much to love youIt aches too much to try,
It's hard pretending I'm okay
When I just want to cry,
Knowing how much I love you
And you don't feel the same.
Wishing you would love me
Cause's so much pain.
But I appreciate your honesty despite
That it hurts like hell.
I pretend I'm really happy so you couldn't
Tell.
That inside I'm screaming although you see a smile.
You never said you loved me yet I was in denial.
I made myself believe we were an ideal pair.
But when I said I love you, you responded with I care.
When I'm sitting next to you it's hard to fight the tears.
Because every time I look at you, I'm facing my fears.
I know sometimes you see the sadness looking in my eyes.
I say a silly joke attempting to disguise,
Still you see a tear form and I have to look away.
From the window I see you watch me wondering if I'm okay.
I turn to you with a smile; tell you everything is great,
I can't tell you how I feel like my heart is being raped.
I never loved someone like this, never really ached for another's touch.
Why can't I let you go when loving you hurts so much?
Poetry by TeeTee
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Written on 2007-05-01 at 18:52
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