Bad english, I know:P But this was one of the first poems I wrote, and, it explains my life so good, so I just can't write it again and change, so sorry, but you just have to live with bad english in this poem;)


Oh God, why did you?

Everyone said I lived in happiness
No one thought I had felt loneliness
Oh God why couldn't you make them see
how hurt I was inside of me?

The boys on school was bad to me
And no one saw what danger it could be
Oh God why did you want me to go through
all the pain
that still lives and float through my veins?

I learned quick how to be independent
but now are all my sleep ended
Oh God why did you make me cry?
and you didn't make my father even try!

Now I have learned, I can't trust no one
and you better don't get angry on me, 'cause if you exist, why have you caused
me all of this?

I'm a strong girl, even when I'm alone
Often I sit in the dark, sometimes sing my song
I haven't a name on it, but you know who I mean
Oh God, why doesn't I feel clean?

Yes I know, I have a depression
And haven't been a good girl in all my lessons
Oh God I'm so sick and tired of my truth
Why do someone says they're longing for youth?

But I now, I have to be strong
The way from pain are always long
But I have to live with it, I know I can never be cured

Oh God please let my friends stay with me
and maybe one day, I'll find my peace in the eternity..



Poetry by Tina
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Written on 2005-11-30 at 14:29

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