started the first 3 verses months ago and just finished tonight.


Epiphany

She pulled the pearls from around her neck
And slung them to the floor
She pushed aside the diamond ring
And headed for the door
No more will she be bought
No more his little gem
She's had enough of wasted play
And wants no more of him

She kicked the shoes from her feet
And ran along the hall
Then rubbed the lipstick from her lips
And remembered before the fall
No more will she degrade herself
No more will she pretend
To enjoy the pawing of the johns 
Those days are at an end.

In the rain she walked the 7 blocks
To her apartment filled with stuff
The rain worked to cleanse her face
Of all the hard makeup and fluff
No more will she masks her looks
No more will she dress for men
Now she belongs to herself
And will start over again

In the shower she washed herself
She scrubbed with a violent force
As she washed, she screamed aloud
'til her voice was weak and hoarse
Trying to scrape away the past
To somehow escape the pain
That started many years ago
An incestuous demented stain

The thoughts rushed around her mind
Of times when she was young
Those times when her childhood
had merely just begun
The awful shame she felt
when she sat upon his knee
He forced himself inside of her
Oh, the torturous agony!

And here she is now this day
Remembering all  the times
When he had his way with her
The sexual deviant kind
No one would believe her pleas
Not mother, sister, nor brother
She was locked up in her room
Made to stay away from others

But in the long night ahead
He came into her domain
Quietly he slip beneath the sheet
And quickly injected her with pain
His hand covered up her mouth
To keep her cries hidden
He whispered threats into her ear
Until she did his bidding.

And now she's had enough
Of offering her body and her soul
She has taken up the sword of life
And is cutting the strings of old
As the water, red, runs down
She feels a cleansing deep within
The beginning of her new life
Has started all over again

She packed her bags with simple things
The basics is all she'll need
For she is taking the south bound train
And in Louisville she will succeed
The river calls her back to a time
Of innocence without a care
And He was not in the house
He was in a prison somewhere

All she wants is a chance
To change the life she lives
To find a way of surviving
And look to what goodness gives
There at the station depot
Her aunt stood smiling through her tears
Mary ran into her arms
And began her life without fears

She had a room with everything
That she would ever need
But there inside the kitchen door
Was Uncle Jim waiting to do his deed
His face was older now
With gray hair upon his head
When he reached out to her
She drew the sword of life
And stabbed him

until

he

was

 

DEAD!





Poetry by Kathy Lockhart
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Written on 2008-08-21 at 00:01

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An excellently written text, as always from you, Kathy! This one, in particular, irradiates great strength and empathy.
2008-08-22


Damon
Very Good Kathy! Where and how do you come up with these? I suppose I shouldn't enjoy this type, but somehow I do. I think that it is the ending that I really like.
Damon
2008-08-21



You embrace the horror of pedaphilia with an iron fist here Kathy and explode any misconceptions that keep the subject shrouded in shame and guilt within communities throughout the world. Fabulously rivetting words that poured down the page like the fear and terror the innocent childs feels when violated in such a way, voilation in any way is henous but sexual abuse is a scurge that the world needs to address HERE IN THE NOW your poem does just that.

Fantastic work and the ending, was less than he deserved but! not what she deserved. To kill is still a sin in Tai's eyes but! Tai has not been pushed that far and cannot judge if she too would have done exactly the same thing. No one can judge. We just have to be aware of such activities in our soiety and educate and nurture our young to eradicate it once and for all time.

This is a sore subject that I am sure, many readers will empathise and identify with.

Thanks.

Smiling at you

Tai x
2008-08-21


Amna Ehsan
Kathyyyyy!!!
this is just a wonderous work in poetry----to hold up a story along with the balancing is just excellent, you've showed here!
the reading adhered me til the end.
very well done!!
regards
2008-08-21


TubaGiant
Wow! That was powerful!
I was enveloped and just couldn't stop reading.
The end was so suddena and you can just see the old man dying and you don't necessarily feel bad about it
2008-08-21


Phyllis J. Rhodes
WOW!What a tale!! There is a whole book on this page! You hooked me and reeled me in good! I love these story poems. Will you ever bring back the lady in the black slip?
2008-08-21