spiraling downward



At The Bottom Looking Down

...of a time of use-to-be(s)
swallowed whole by the ravenous rage of mourning
in quiet meditation, alone,
her thoughts scream in silence
deafening her to the din of her lost dreams.
But
she still hears;
she still feels;
she still yearns
for the time of hope and happiness.
Nothing can penetrate that stone wall
that surrounds her self.
That self who, small as the word 'we,'
and as large as the same,
cannot escape the truth of what is--
her imprisonment.
It follows her wherever she is taken 
by the course of her life. 
She is trapped inside the unknown
and the known
desperately
trying to find the path
which will lead her to freedom.
But for now, as much as she wants, she needs. 
She fears the path; it is full of briers 
tearing at her spirit, causing her soul to bleed.
And the stone walls rise up higher and higher
hiding her away
leaving her to lie down
at the bottom of the well
like a baby in the womb
curled inside of where
she
belongs

/
/
/
/

dying.





Poetry by Kathy Lockhart
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Written on 2008-08-04 at 00:19

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Phyllis J. Rhodes
These words sadly paint your pain so vividly one cannot help feeling them as darts to the heart of those who love you and grieve with you. They tell the truth of the reality you live in that moment. And it is moment to moment that you must live now. That is the way out of grief. Take one moment, one hour, one day at a time. Tell yourself the truth, acknowledge your pain, and then look for that small beam of hope that lies behind the darkness of your grief. As time passes, as you fight through each day, and refuse to quit on life, that beam will grow brighter. God will grant you the strength to move forward, slowly yes, but onward to more hopeful times. As your sister, I will do all I can to help you make that journey.
2008-08-05


Amna Ehsan
O' come on lady of courage and love, you can't loose your strength like this. You have to wake up from the lively rays of the sunny sun and need to base your love to step on the blessed future awaiting...get up and show the world how brave a woman could be....
love
2008-08-05


Stan Cooper The PoetBay support member heart!
Kathy...she doesn't belong "dying"...there's too much
good living to do...just let her get back to believing that...

Kathy...you write beautifully....

xxx Stan
2008-08-04


John Lambremont, Sr.
Stay on the path; you will keep hearing, feeling, and yearning...


and learning.
2008-08-04