I Want Me Back

Why can't I be that..
Good
Sweet
Innocent
Nice
Funny
Peace Keeping
Non-violent
Nice thought
Girl that I once was?

Instead of good
Im evil
Instead of sweet
Im bitter
Instead of innocent
Im guilty
Instead of nice
I'm terribely mean
Instead of funny
I'm sarcastic
Instead of keeping the peace
I make war
Instead of being non-violent
Its like I'm a murder
Instead of thinking nice thoughts
Dark thoughts swarm my mind
I'm clearly not the same girl I was last year

I want me back



Poetry by Sarah Mae~
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Written on 2009-03-15 at 03:28

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Phyllis J. Rhodes
You have some very harsh things to say about yourself. Possibly you are being honest, but maybe you are seeing yourself through eyes of guilt or eyes of others who have been critical. Whatever has brought you to this point, you express a desire to be what you were. Figure out what changed you then denounce it. Ask God for forgiveness, accept the fact that He has forgiven you then forgive yourself (very important steps). Then turn away from everything that had anything to do with your transformation from good to bad. Claim your true personality and never call yourself a bad name again. Then live up to the first lines in your poem, those that describe what you used to be. May God bless you on your journey back to yourself.
2009-03-16