I'm in love with this guy, that I thought loved me also. I want him to know that I'm okay with his decision to be with her. I want him to do whatever makes him happy. But also know how I still feel about him.


Resentment

You told me you loved me
And that you cared
You promised sweet kisses
And to always be there
You were once so good and kind
Gentle and so very sweet
When just thinking of you
My knees grew weak
When you're hands were in mine,
Chills ran up my spine
Now my world is upside down
All the silence is now sound
Fantasies are nightmares
Dreams are like hell
You don't hold my hand
And I wonder who it is
I am sharing my man with
Your lies are effecting me
Stressing me, making a mess of me
I can't even vibe with you, especially
Knowing you had her in your arms
The same ones that used to protect
My worries and stop my fears
The hands that wiped away my tears
The lips that once gave sweet kisses
And spoke soothing reassuring words
The once welcoming sincere smell of your shirt
Now makes me sick to my stomach
Sick to the pit
I know I must face the truth
I hate this shit. I want to hate you
But all that will do is cause pain to me
Only God knows how this is effecting you
And silly me still in love
So now we go our separate ways
And say our goodbyes
You've driven me to my grave
With me drowning in your lies




Poetry by muriel
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Written on 2009-07-01 at 05:57

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Malin Johansson
This love is so hard to deal with... when the other doesnt feel the same! you put in great in this poem of yours!
Keep on loving but change the loves direction from him and youll see that someone called prince charming will dive up when you least expect it...:)
//Malin
2009-07-01


liz munro The PoetBay support member heart!
i LOVE this especially
the last two lines.

~L.~
2009-07-01