This poem is how I feel all the time


Someone to Love me or Have a crush on Me

As I lay alone at night, looking at the stars so bright
I wonder why I am still all by myself, is it something I said or did?
Maybe it is because I have hardened my heart for so long, and now that I am letting my feelings be known I do not know what to do with them

I carry my heart on my sleeeve now and I am vulnerable, I do not like it at all
I lay alone at night crying, praying that God would answer my prayers
But so far no answer at all, Just total silence is all I hear, this is what I feared
I am tired of whiping away the tears, looking like I have aged 10 years

I want to feel the touch of a friend, or something more without any end
I want to see the look in your eyes, when I knock on your door and say no strings attached
I want to see your smile so bright, shining like the moon at night

When I hear your name, it sends shivers down my spine
I am sitting her pineing over you, what am I to do?
I lay here alone at night. thinking of you and only you, I want it to be true
I guess what I am trying to say is that I will obey

And while I am dying inside, I am praying that someone will love me or at least have a crush on me one day. Someone who does care deeply enough to listen to my cry when I need to. But when it is a dream come true, I will not cry anymore unles they are happy tears!



Poetry by Keiko
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Written on 2009-08-16 at 03:22

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Phyllis J. Rhodes
Darla, your tender heart, aching with need for love, touches my heart. There was a time in my life when I did nothing but cry and dream a dream that could never come true. I thought God had forgotten I existed. I was wrong. In His perfect time, he granted me even more than I had hoped for. A forever love. Someone who saw in me exactly what they needed. I join your prayers that you will have that kind of love soon.
2009-08-16