Growing up I thought I was not worthy of love

Wishing I could go to be with God above

Cutting, lashing out on myself just to knumb the pain

Wanting to kiss the rain to make it better for just a moment

Everyone I had been with hurt me and abused me

And I felt like I was not loved so I tried to end my life

Several times to numb my pain I felt inside

I wanted to run and hide just to make it all go away

But then I found Jade the one true love of my life

The one who is my heart and soul

The one who always takes care of me and protects me

The one who stands by my side and lets me know that it is all going to be ok

The one who does not judge me for anything at all and who wants to be my wife

I am so glad that God put her in my life when He did

Or I would be dead living where I was living

Baby thank you for being in my life and standing by my side when all else failed in my life and thank you for showing me that I am not a failure my love!