Not so much a poem as an apoligy to someone who has stopped at nothing to help me

Just a draft still needs work


A heartfelt apology

Please if you will.. Let me apoligise
For all the times i walked away

For the times when i almost gave up on you
For the occasions i put my needs before yours
It was always about your problems, mine i pushed aside

I'm sorry for breaking the rules
I had those rules for a reason
To ensure nobody got hurt

I wasn't supposed to get too close
I wasn't allowed to get too personal

I forbidded myself from becoming emotionally attached
I banned myself from falling in love

Over this short period i broke every one of those rules
And for that i apoligise

I'm sorry for ever doubting "him"
I guess i was just jealous
Now i see how much he helps

i'm sorry for adding problems instead of solving them
You have enough of that already

I'm sorry for eveything i've ever done to piss you off
Please be assured it was never my intention

And ... i'm sorry .. so so sorry for not trying hard enough to make you happy
For not being there when you were at your worst
I promise i will try harder and will do all i can to hold this together

~All i wanted was to see you smile~







Poetry by ~Johny~
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Written on 2010-04-10 at 16:37

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