Twisted



I was Contempt with me and you defined as undefined
You'll be yours and I'll be mine
Didn't want to know the awful truth
She holds the heart, that was self proclaimed bullet proof
So I took a step back just to observe
But I guess I got what I deserve
I was never one to build a bed of roses on pools of blood
Didn't know at first but I played my part
Took the knife in the dark, sharpened blades
And let it play unplugged, roar, painful and blunt
Looking in the mirror disgraced and stunt
At myself, my choice broken apart
In attempt to win your uncertain heart
Something I hoped belonged to me
But we were just a phase delayed, I realize, I see
This chemical reaction
Was just that a reaction with no direction, no final destination
Just a wrong turn, another lesson learned
Shattered, disappointed burned
Didn't want to know,
I needed this to be for real
Even if it was only in my mind.
This is twisted but true
I'm addicted to you gone to rehab came back
Didn't help I'm still wacked
Outta my head when it comes to you
So I can fight, hang in there and wait for graving to pass
Or take a hit a hope that it lasts





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Written on 2010-06-11 at 09:09

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Time is all we have
Time to be alone
Time to think, in and out of sanity
Time to reflect
Time to wonder
Time to rest quietly
Time for total peace
Time for one to become whole
Time to forget the past
Time to bury the lovelessness

But most important is the time for someone else to discover us and love us completely and unconditionally forever. I believe there is such a person for lovers who love to love.

Time is all we have
....time does not heal rather healing takes time
I see it like this (as for me right now) if a poor so and so can't love me well their next encounter will teach them all about my pain and heartache they caused.

I rest my case! Great Expression of truthfullness in a poetic fashion! I feel ya real tough here wher it hurts...yes I do!
2010-06-11