Can't help the way I feel.


Confession.

I will never love again,
Never allow myself to believe in fantasies.
I will never believe that one perfect exists,
I will never cry this way again:
No more tears for one who cannot love,
One whose love for himself superceeds all others.
I will never let anyone lie straight to my face-
Look me deep in the eyes
And say what is not true to a believing fool.
I will never again open my heart wide,
Never allow it to be trodden on like garbage.
I will never believe......
Never let anyone touch me like that gain.
I will never follow my heart-
Allow it to lead me to treacherous paths,
In the guise of believing it more than I do my mind.
I will never fail to believe my gut instinct,
When it tells me to run like hell and never look back.
I will never stop thinking about you-
How you deceived me,
How you watched me die,
How you act indifferent,
How you care less.
I will never let myself feel so ugly, so unworthy.
Nay, I will never
Never ever
Love like that again .




Poetry by she
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Written on 2006-04-04 at 07:46

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Love Knight
Great show of passion. Loved it.
2006-06-20


Amanda K
Dear,
Your poem has pain and grief,It seemed that u had a bitter love b4 and u r expressing it with such a sad melody that showed your talent but i tell u what nothing wrong with love .the wrong falls in choosing the one u decide to give love.

lots of love:d,
Amanda
2006-06-07


Rik The PoetBay support member heart!
Very piognant piece, any many truths expressed. I have come to believe that loving oneself, knowing oneself, sets the foundation to allow one to find true love in another. To often the love for another serves only as a crutch, with the inevitable pain and trauma caused by its removal. A good write.
2006-04-06


Zoya Zaidi
This is a heart-rending piece, right from the heart, and goes right to the heart. Very good flow also!
But take heart, not all five fingers in the hand are alike, so with men, they are all different; then remember, it takes all sorts to make this world...so keep your options open. The right person, who loves you for what you are, who cares for you as you are, who is out to give, and not just take from you! Such a person is surely out there in the world, waiting for you! So, don't be so categorical about never loving again, keep your options open!
((((Hugs and take care))))))
Love, xxx, Zoya
2006-04-04


Oskar
Ok.. you will never love like that again; but you will love in a true way.. If somebody broke your heart like that--it's not the right person. Because there is someone perfect for you ;)

You will love again!

A very strong text. I feel very sorry when I read it.. Really good!
2006-04-04


Surei
This is so sad....I know how you feel, but believe me, to just close you're heart like that....that's wrong! Think about the way you're able to love, how much you can give...don't close you're heart now! Think of a flower, and the flower is you're heart....the flower is just opening and now you want to close it? Give yourself some time, with time comes closure and with closure comes a certain feeling of belonging.....don't worry....you'll find the one you want and he'll find you!
Otherwise this is a nice poem, flows good!
2006-04-04


lastromantichero The PoetBay support member heart!
yes you will you feel like this now but you are bound to fall in love again with a heart like yours its inevitable and any case your mind will have no say in ther matter love is a province of the heart and it has no sense rgds good poem mike
2006-04-04