.... so I manage to find her alone without any potential eye witnesses aka blissfuly unaware or almost aware snitches around. Of course she remained adamant and refused to talk to me, seemingly "covered all the bases" kept herself out of trouble and the person holding the phone(my insider) exclaimed in agony "we are scattered to the Four corners of the earth! For god's sake talk to her!" she silently refused and I then intensly but calmly told him " be my voice" and I spoke through him"dont be afraid" he repeated what I said she understood and remained silent " I love you" and he repeated and she replied "mmm" That's the Swedish emotional yes and of course it is free to interpretation She accepted my love took it in her heart I felt it. I am in peace now.

"Even so weaker mind that languid lies Knit up in rags of dirt, dark, cold and blind So soon that purer flame of love unties Her clogging chains, and doth her spright unbind"Dr. Henry More  page 230 from the retrospective review Volum V Publiced 1822 (e-book on google books)